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Don Arturo, a fisherman I had met on a
beach on Isla Pájaros, Quintana Roo, told me
about a lake where thousands of birds
gathered and made extraordinary noise. I
asked him to take me there. Arturo and two
of his friends set out in a small blue boat and rowed for
twenty minutes through still water. My
equipment was already recording.
The birds never came.
The lake was silent.
I had asked the men to
sit behind the camera and be quiet. They
could not. What the recording preserved
instead was the sound of them — their
voices, their oars, twenty drops of water
falling from the blades in a second. In the
video, the boat appears empty: only its blue
prow moves through the water, as if drifting
on its own.
Back in the studio, I
made the connection — between this recording
and a collection I had made, for no
particular reason, of all the deaf captions
from nearly every season of Breaking Bad.
Not the subtitles, but the brief
descriptions of sound as they occur, written
for those who cannot hear them. I had stored
the list on a hard drive. Perhaps simply
because I could. Months later, listening to
the fishermen dry, the two things found each
other.
Every sound in the
recording I then transcribed as subtitle
text — frame-accurately synchronized, each
assigned a position on screen and a color
corresponding to its place in the physical
space. Twenty drops, twenty blinks. Almost
two months, a few hours each day, second by
second. The subtitles do not describe the
soundscape. They are the soundscape, made
visible. The reconciliation of impossibles.
A video-cocaine for the deaf who hear.
The piece is a monument
to the wrong thing. A meticulous record of
an absence — and of what, stubbornly, filled
it. What survives: the men, their voices,
their presence, their inability to disappear
on command. What does not: the birds, the
silence, the sublime that was promised.
The title comes from a
whisper at the end from one of the men, arriving
at the silent lake. Se fueron los
pájaros. The birds have left. As if
they had been there at all.
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